I don't know since when but it's not long time that I feel my emotions are a little alterd and I dislike or a better word is hate some women.yeah that's right maybe something should happen to me then I feel better!.oh no don't think now I'm not a straight man and I'm fascinated by same sex no that's not true just hate women of course some of them .It's about one year and a month or more that I chat with someone whom is my friend so! and she is only the one who talk to me when I feel angery sad crazy mad and so forth(of course I should not omit my college friends) but she is still one of my best friend yet I do not chat with her anymore these days and I'm wondering why everytime I decide to send something to her something else interupts! perhaps it's a sensation or willing which needs more.
Sometimes I find myself so lonely.I can't feel free,I want someone to talk to it's a natural feeling but it's always as dark as it's been.

posted by Archer 12:56 PM

The more I'm advancing in English the less I write! why? for 101 reasons.Ok let me tell you one of the reasons,I'm still student and have to finish my thesis of course it's not a thesis as you might think but it's mostly a project.Design and product.My (our) project is to record the brain signals and show them on a computer screen (now-a-day we call it monitor) but this damn project is going to make me mad! I should write codes in that Goddamn Visual C++ you know which has lots of things and classes you should learn and what kind of things torturing devices are more nice than this VC++! oh my God! somebody hears me?

posted by Archer 12:41 PM